Unwrite Me.

Writing without feeling is easy, but it doesn’t feel right. I do it sometimes, but most of the time, I hate it. When the emotion isn’t there, the words fall flat, like they’re just there to fill space. I need to be connected to what I’m writing, to feel it deeply. Otherwise, it just doesn’t work for me. But right now, what I’m writing feels like it’s just for the sake of getting something down on paper. It’s hard to care when I’m not truly invested. 

Writing should be about expressing what’s inside, but when I’m doing it just to do it, that feeling gets lost. The words come out, but they don’t mean anything to me. It feels like I’m just going through the motions, and that makes it frustrating. I want to write something that matters, something that I can feel in my bones. But when I’m detached, it’s just not the same. It’s like I’m pretending, putting on a front, and that’s what bothers me the most—writing without really saying anything that matters, without feeling the weight of the words.